I am having trouble eating once more... I'm scared of this type of me and I don't know how I should deal with it. I can tell that I should eat but I can't create any energy to do so anymore. It's like; I don't even know how to explain it. I just can't feel the hunger.............
Memories from two years ago peek at the corner of my mind making me go numb. It's getting so hard to breath. Why do I become like this when I remember how much I hurt the people who trust me. I feel dirty. Can you even wash off betrayal with body wash and a scrubby? Probably not since I have tried multiple times... I just wish I could say sorry and mean.
Sorry about babbling on and on.... I recommend searching up the band Rufio. I ran into their song Over It by accident and just fell in love. There sound is pretty amazing.
